Ayako's happy life！

Never give up.

I hope I'll fined my way someday.



before yesterday, i had a sad thing.

I have been in bottom since then.



just before, i had a call from my friends.
　
one of them, called yesterday,too.
so he might knew i feel sad now.

anyway, he called again with other friends and with some alcohol.

one of them, who will go to India with her new baby in a few days to live with her hasband(he is japanise),
and is really long time no see,
noticed my voice was sad.

and she cheered me up.


ofcourse it was.

to be honest, i wantted to cry.


i was upset with a few feelings.

　

i enjoyed and i was really happy to talk with them.

on the other hand, i miss them so much...

especialy, when i'm in trouble with something, my friend's faces come up in my mind,
and i want to meet them.

so i think i should go back to tokyo or not.



anyway, i'm ok now.

i'd better go to bed...



I want to fined my way someday.

untill then, i'll never give up.